The first step is to Start

But I look around my room and I don’t know where to start. I need this but how do you step away from your comfort zone to build a new one? Guess I really just need to start.

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Spent 4 hours cleaning my kitchen today

Reorganizing… taking everything apart and throwing away stuff I never use, that I keep saying I will use so I put it back in the same spot for it to collect dust for another few months or so until I feel like reorganizing again. I actually threw out one pan! That’s a big step for me because… pan is a very useful thing even though the Teflon is scratched up.. guess I needed to get rid of chances of cancer. So I also put things in new places and made a lot more space, a lot less clutter. I had the music turned onto Jeremy Passion station and I just cleaned and organized and I didnt think about anything that would bring me down, I just thought about how nice itd be for everything to be neat and to have less baggage. Yesterday my car got a major cleaning, today the kitchen, tomorrow I will tackle the living room and then hopefully I will declutter the hardest of them all.. my room, my safe space. Ill get rid of things I keep on holding onto that is just dragging me down, I need to.

LOLL, so I was cleaning out my car and trunk because of today’s embarassment with my boss and I finally took the dress I lent @kzli888 years ago out of the box she wrapped and gave it back to me in and out drops another wrapped present!! Cute little knit flask that was in my trunk for years! LOLL. THANKS KRISTY!!! #surprises #manireallyneededtoclean #flask #alcohol

LOLL, so I was cleaning out my car and trunk because of today’s embarassment with my boss and I finally took the dress I lent @kzli888 years ago out of the box she wrapped and gave it back to me in and out drops another wrapped present!! Cute little knit flask that was in my trunk for years! LOLL. THANKS KRISTY!!! #surprises #manireallyneededtoclean #flask #alcohol

Really want a Designer Handbag

Can’t afford, not willing to spend that much money on myself. But i’d spend that much on someone important. I wanna have a grown up bag toooooo :( 

JK, just looked at some designer hand bags and I can’t afford them LOL, but best way to make yourself feel better is to surf burberry, chanel, etc ($1000+ handbag) websites, then go to sites like Michael Kors and realize you CAN afford these bagss ($300+). And almost actually buy one… but again dont wanna spend that much money on yourself :( #firstworldproblems
Steak and veggie stuffed mushrooms for dinner. Simple, fast and healthy “bagel bites” hehehe #homemade #stuffedmushroom

Steak and veggie stuffed mushrooms for dinner. Simple, fast and healthy “bagel bites” hehehe #homemade #stuffedmushroom

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41 days til Cabo!!!

Meaning 41 days to get into the best shape of my life!!! Back on track this week with morning workouts… diet/clean eating starts today too!! >:). Must be at least a little comparable to hot ass fuck mama Shelleyyyy >:)

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Continued our date in LB with Long Beach Bicycle Drive In, watched a movie on our blankets outdoors, sipping on beer and eating lots! Ended the night not being able to go to Signal Hill cuz it was closed so we trespassed onto another spot to see the lights!!! #LB #date #bicycledrivein #signalhill #bf  (at Signal Hill  - Hilltop Park)

Continued our date in LB with Long Beach Bicycle Drive In, watched a movie on our blankets outdoors, sipping on beer and eating lots! Ended the night not being able to go to Signal Hill cuz it was closed so we trespassed onto another spot to see the lights!!! #LB #date #bicycledrivein #signalhill #bf (at Signal Hill - Hilltop Park)

Got our asses handed to us after one wing… and everyone knows how spicy I love my food too. Atomic wings at Alondras #waiver #atomic #spiciestwings  (at Alondra’s Hot Wings)

Got our asses handed to us after one wing… and everyone knows how spicy I love my food too. Atomic wings at Alondras #waiver #atomic #spiciestwings (at Alondra’s Hot Wings)

Made Bun Bo Hue last night for the first time. SUCCESS. Made enough to feed a family #bunbohue #vietfood #bf

Made Bun Bo Hue last night for the first time. SUCCESS. Made enough to feed a family #bunbohue #vietfood #bf

TGIF #earlytorise #workedout #worklyfe #tgif

TGIF #earlytorise #workedout #worklyfe #tgif

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